Going Through Changes Chords

Lyrics & chords

[Intro 1]
[Am][Am]
[F]I'm goi[Em]ng through cha[Dm]nges
[F]I'm goi[Em]ng through cha[Dm]nges

[Verse 1]
Lately I [F]really feel like
I'm rolling for delf like [Em]Philly
Feel like I'm losing control
of myself, I sin[Dm]cerely
Apologize if all that I sound
like is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating,
[F]and I'm debating
On leaving this world this evening
[Em]Even my girls can see I'm grievin'
I try and hide it [Dm]but I can't
Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty
When inside I'm dying
I am finally realizing I [F]need help
Can't do it myself, too weak
Two [Em]weeks I've been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and [Dm]valleys
Dilly-dallying 'round with the idea
of ending the shit right here
I'm hatin' my re[G]flection
I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors
[F]I can't stand what I look like, yeah
I look [Am]fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck
Only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close [G]my eyes

[Chorus 1]
(and I [F]might see her)
I'm [Em]going through [Dm]changes
[F]I'm goi[Em]ng through cha[Dm]nges

[Verse 2]
I lock my[F]self in the bedroom,
bathroom, nappin' at noon
[Em]Yeah, dad's in a bad mood,
he's always snappin' at you
[Dm]Marshall, what happened
that you can't stop with these pills?
And you falling off with your skills?
And your own fans are laughin' at you?
It [F]become a problem
You're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be [Em]a man, stand
A real man would've had this shit handled
[Dm]Know you just had your heart
ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out,
homie just whipped out and bust
[F]Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' [Em]shoot
at nobody, he'd fight first
But dwellin' on it [Dm]only makes the night worse
Now I'm popping Vics,
Percs and Methadone pills
"Yeah, Em, tight verse. [G]You killed it"
Fuckin' drug dealers hang
around me like [F]yes men
And they gon' do whatever
I says when I [Am]says it
It's in their best interest
to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best [G]friend

[Chorus 2]
(So, fuck [F]it, I guess then)
I'm [Em]going through [Dm]changes
[F](Don't know what I'm gonna...)
I'm [Em]going through [Dm]changes (through changes)

[Verse 3]
My [F]friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable, man,
[Em]but think how bananas you'd be
You'd be an animal [Dm]too, if you were trapped
in this fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you
What you want me [F]to do?
I'm startin' to live like a recluse
And the [Em]truth is
fame's startin' to give me an excuse
To be at [Dm]a all-time low
I sit alone in my home theater
watchin' the same damn DVD of the [F]first tour
The last tour he was still alive
And it [Em]hurts
So, I fast forward
Sleepin' pills will make me feel al[Dm]right
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night
I'll just take a couple more
Yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
[G]I ain't slowin' down for no one,
I am almost homeward bound
[F]Almost in a coma
Yeah, homie, come on dole 'em out
[Am]"Daddy, don't you die on me.
Daddy, better hold your ground."
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice?
[G](Yeah, baby

[Chorus 3]
[F]hold me down)
I'm [Em]going through [Dm]changes
[F](Don't know what I'm gonna...)
I'm [Em]going through [Dm]changes (through changes)

[Verse 4]
[F]Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes,
but somehow I'm [Em]pullin' through
Swear when I come back I'mma be bulletproof
[Dm]I'mma do it just for Proof
I think I should state a few
Facts, 'cause I may not get
a chance again to say the truth
[F]Shit, it just hit me that what if
I would not've made it through?
I [Em]think about the things
I would've never got to say to you
I'd [Dm]never get to make it right
So, here's what I came to do
Hailie, this one is for you,
Whitney and Alaina, too
[F]I still love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her [Em]every day
We just could never get it together
Hey, [Dm]wish there was a better way
for me to say it
But I swear on everything:
I'd do anything for her on any day
[F]There are just too many things to explain
When it rains, [Em]guess it pours
Yes, it does
Wish there wasn't any pain
[Dm]But I can't pretend there ain't
I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers
Heaven knows I've never been a saint
[G]I know that it feels
like we just pissed away our history
And [F]just today I looked
at your picture, almost if to say
"I [Am]miss you" subconsciously.
Wish it didn't end this way"
But I just had to get away
[G]Don't know why

[Chorus 4]
(I don't know what [F]else to say)
I'm [Em]going through [Dm]changes
[F](Don't know what I'm gonna...)
I'm [Em]going through [Dm]changes (through changes)

[Outro 1]
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[Fade out]