Hate Myself chords and lyrics - NF

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[Chorus 1]
[F]I don't see you like I sho[Am]uld
You look so misunder[G]stood
And I wish I [Em]could help
But it's hard when I hate my[F]self
Pray to God with my arms [Am]o- pen
If this is it, then I feel [G]hopeless
And I wish I [Em]could help
But it's hard when I hate...

[Verse 1]
[F]Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me [Am]feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted,
I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the [G]core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like
I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to [Em]Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin'
but poor and weak"
It's kinda [F]weird
Lately I been feelin'
like the only way for me to get away
is if I pour the drink
That's [Am]more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're u[G]nique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the [Em]world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em
like they goin' outta stock
But it's not

[Chorus 2]
(health[F]y) I don't see you like I [Am]should
You look so misunder[G]stood
And I wish I [Em]could help
But it's hard when I hate my[F]self
Pray to God with my arms [Am]o- pen
If this is it, then I feel [G]hopeless
And I wish I [Em]could help
But it's hard when I hate...

[Verse 2]
[F]Yeah, late nights get the the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide [Am]thoughts come and go
like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't [G]talk to me
like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am [Em]not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews
'cause I hate myself, agh!
[F]Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you [Am]don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain [G]me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think a[Em]bout it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed,

[Chorus 3]
but I can't I'm scared because
[F]I don't see you like I sho[Am]uld
You look so misunder[G]stood
And I wish I [Em]could help
But it's hard when I hate my[F]self
Pray to God with my arms [Am]o- pen
If this is it, then I feel [G]hopeless
And I wish I [Em]could help

[Verse 3]
But it's hard when I hate myself
[F]I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my cas[Am]ket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't mat[G]ter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own ac[Em]tions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have [F]it
But I can't have [Am]it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have [G]it
But I can't have [Em]it

[Chorus 4]
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have
[F](it) I don't see you like I [Am]should
You look so misunder[G]stood
And I wish I [Em]could help
But it's hard when I hate my[F]self
Pray to God with my arms [Am]o- pen
If this is it, then I feel [G]hopeless
And I wish I [Em]could help
But it's hard when I hate my[F]self
Hate my[Am]self
But it's hard when I hate my[G]self
Hate my[Em]self
But it's hard when I hate my[F]self
I hate my[Am]self
It's kinda hard when I hate my[G]self
I hate my[Em]self
It's hard when I hate myself